HELLO! So I've been trying to study for a Bio exam tomorrow and my little sister is blasting her Barbie Princess CD. oh joy. Anyway, lets take a break to BLOG! YAY for study breaks.
This semester went way faster than I thought it would. Saying that made me realize that I only have 3 semesters left of high school. EVER. I'm actually really nervous for college. or University. Don't even know which one. I want to go to the University because I'm already accustomed to the U of L, but I have to go to the college for 2 years. Also, I already appplied for a scholarship to the U of L but it won't let me use the money unless I am going to the U right after Highschool. Oh well.
My mom said that she would pay for my medical school if I really wanted to become a doctor. I've thought about it and the idea still sounds good to me and intrigues me, but I'm not smart enough. I don't feel smart enough. She also said she wouldn't let me get married until I finish. That's like 8 years! I'll be 26 by the time I'm done. No judging on sterotypical answers, but the idea of being a healer and helping people actually makes me want to be a doctor so bad. Not to mention it doesn't pay that bad either. I think that nursing is a good option though. I'll still get to work in the medical field and help.
My feelings about graduating next year literally confuse and scare me to the point that I actually cried. once. only once. I'm scared that I won't find a roommate or that I won't get accepted to any schools (even though they accept almost everyone) or that University is going to be too hard and I fail. Just thinking about the humiliation of failing makes me nervous.
We had a family friend come by to chat and drop off a treat today. She told me that I would do really well in nursing and that she could see me doing that. WHOOP! Gave me a motivational boost.
Study break over folks. Get back to your knitting. or in my case, studying.
sometime in the future I will tell you about my job hunting (ugh)
xoxo
Kate
